How can broken things be mended?

How can broken things be mended?

She has been living off the edge.
A ghost in the land of living.
She is a memoir,
Of the past.
Her body has scars,
And wounds from yesterday’s wars.

Grey ghosts peep from her dark eyes.
They have a story, unsaid and unheard.
The demons under the bed,
Are real.
She has seen them.
Yet no one believes.
No, she is not going crazy.
You haven’t lived her life,
Or else, you would also believe.
That broken things,
Could never be mended.

Is it easy,
To see your loved one’s hands,
Behind the dagger,
The finger which pulled the trigger.
Is it easy,
To have hope,
When everything is hopeless.

Everyone kept telling,
Not to be afraid of dark.
But they haven’t seen,
The shape darkness takes,
When it creeps in a vacant room,
And the claustrophobic feeling,
Of being trapped in a glass cage,
And feeling fear,
Such that voice chokes in her throat.

Trust her when she says,
Healing is a lie.
Scars never leave.
Trust her when she says,
Broken things,
Can never be mended.
©Namitaajayan

Trust me, I did not die.

The roses on my grave,
Lay faded, wilted and dead.
For the funeral is over,
And life moved ahead.

I stand beside my ghost,
And the wind began to howl.
On this cold December midnight,
As I say my eulogy to my departed soul.

I am not here to weep.
The night is long and I am asleep.
The happy life has come to an end,
And I don’t have to amend.
If the end is legitimate,
The days of life don’t count.
Because the sins, lies and disguise,
Are burried with the goodbyes.

On this cold December night,
When the winds began to howl,
I sit by the fireplace in hell,
Listening to my death knell,
I am a little high on life.

The hell is empty,
All the demons were burried beside me.
I am not here to cry.
Trust me, I did not die.

©NamitaAjayan